IT’s an issue for so many people and Im sure thousands/millions feel like I do. But im so fucking sick of how I feel about my weight. How much it pains me to eat, how i wish I hated food and I how I would give up s much to be ‘thin’. I am ‘thin’, but I still hate myself. I stil wish being starving was easier. I wish I could change it. ugh moody
tired of being ill. chest infections are wankers
i think maybe i forgot about the internet.
i am super ill i have flu and a chest infection and am doing copious amounts of complaining to everyone because of this. but its really annoying cause everyone from work is out for a meal this evening for a girl whos leaving and i never go on work outings so i wanna go so i actually have friends.
but i didnt go to work today so i cant. suxxxx
At like half one though when I was in so much pain I could barely even breate, I got unnesacarily upset about the fact that my parents weren’t with me and they were like two hours away, and id never been to hospital without one of them before. And I’m meant to be a grown up
I fell asleep with stomach ache, and woke up about an hour later with excruciating chest pain, back pain and throat pain.
Ended up gonna a&e at like one o clock this morning to have shit loads of tests done and after 6 hours in hospital turns out my hearts a bit fucked up but I’m fine, just pained
First time I’ve ended up in a&e after a night out that wasn’t due to alcohol though